“I wish there was a place where you could go and do anything you ever imagined”
I was actually born in Tunisia. I’m half Italian and half Turkish. I moved out here in ’06. Life never stops surprising me, somehow. And I never regret anything. I went from making nothing to making $130,000 a year to back to zero. Most people would’ve committed suicide over that. I did not. I did turn into sort of a coke head, basically. It was tough for me to get clean for two or three years, but then I got clean.
I’ve done it myself without rehab. I just had to lock myself in. I stayed away from everybody. It was hard, very, very hard. I lost a bunch of weight then I gained it back. You know, when you lose a lot of weight to try to get clean it actually makes you look better. Currently I have a beard, as you can see. I do beard modeling, tattoos etc. I have a rabbit tattoo. My favorite band, on earth, would be Jefferson Airplane. Their song White Rabbit, they call me White Rabbit because you follow me and I take you to Wonderland. Overcoming the drug addiction, I discovered something new. It’s much better and healthier. I don’t smoke weed. I’m allergic to weed but I like mushrooms. That’s fun. I do recommend it for a lot of people if they have any problems with depression. I don’t know why it’s fucking illegal. Once or twice a month I do that. It makes me more creative in so many ways. It opens your mind to many things. I’ve never experienced a bad trip. I’ve been doing it for 3 years now. I’m not addicted to that. You can’t be addicted. If you can’t afford to leave on a vacation, just spent 30 bucks and do it at home, tripping. Do that once a month, it’s perfect.
I’m way open minded and believe in freedom. I dislike wearing clothes, so I’m basically a nudist. I’m always naked at home. We’re pushed by society to wear clothes for no reason. You’re born naked. I wish there was a place where you could go and do anything you ever imagined, ever wanted, without having a fear or without anybody judging you. It doesn’t exist, but hey, maybe one day.
I grew up not playing with stuffed animals. I had action figures and stuffs like that. Now, people bring me stuffed rabbits and I decorate with them at home.